It’s raining.
I always want to do something exciting when it’s raining, something out of the ordinary, something memorable… I mean, when all of the great things happen in the movies, it’s raining.
Too bad I don’t live in a movie.
Guess who caught the flu? I really regret not getting those flu shots.
Everything is a haze, a blur.
Sleep comes only for minutes before I am forced awake for hours, comatose.
I feel like I have just rolled down a cliff after finishing a marathon.
I also think there is an invisible person squeezing my head.
I hate feeling like this, I am unproductive, I am a bad sister, daughter, friend. It’s the start of summer break and the only time those close to me actually have time, and I’m barely able to dress myself, let alone hang out with them, it’s ridiculous. It probably will have taken me an hour to finish this post by the time I’m done. I feel so terrible coughing all day and night, I know I am waking my family up and annoying them throughout the day, but they pretend it’s ok.
I just don’t want to be a burden.
Ok, there’s my melodramatic sick post, hopefully it’s not contagious. Also, I’m not proofreading or anything, Not really sure if any of this made sense, these are just the thoughts that won’t leave. I hope everyone is happy and healthy and that your days are wonderful :)
(Source: sorganleemauer)
